Answering the Questions
So, before you ever question me as the Son of God, I want you to know that I already questioned myself first. And I questioned Him first. When you start doing that, you are trekking the way to your Kitbog. Your problem will be how to answer those questions.
But that will be no problem at all if you are honest and sincere in looking for the truth. The Father will really find you. But you should look for the answer, because it will not be given to you in a silver platter. I had the audacity to really ask Him the questions that were bugging and badgering me, because I was that sincere in knowing the truth. I had to work for it.
Whenever another question cropped up, I would pray and ask the Father. Then, He would give me the answer. He didn't give me the answers to my questions, without me doing anything. I really asked Him. I really worked to find the answer.
Ask and It Will be Answered
It is the same with you. You might say, I don't believe Pastor is the Son of God, and then you turn your back. Do you think the Father will run after you and tell you that I am really the Son of God? The Father is not like that. In fact, if the Father has already told you the answer, and you still insist on looking for it, He will eventually hide the answer from you.
You think He will directly give you the answer? No. When you already know the truth, but you remain stubborn and you don't take the initiative to grab the truth, and you just take it for granted, the Father will take it away from you. He will hide it and you will have to look for it yourself.
He will hide it in His house. The Father has a big house. What if He hides what you are looking for in a place where you can't find it? The Father will say, "When I was telling you the truth before, you were stubborn. But now, you want to find the answer? Look for it inside my house." That is how the Father deals with us.
Hold on to the Revelations
So when I walked with Him in that mountain, I could not afford to lag behind. I could not afford to go ahead, either I had to stay right beside Him. I brought a basket with me, so if some of the manna of revelations would fall, I will be able to receive them.
Do not ever take the truth for granted. I have labored so I can discover this truth. To be isolated together with all the B'laan natives for one year is very hard. It is difficult to stand alone and face violent persecutions.
Your decision will cause trouble, separation, heartaches, and the pain. All this just so the Father could finally trust somebody from the fallen Adamic race to receive the blessings of the manna of revelations He is giving for free. Hold on to these revelations, brothers and sisters. Let us not take these for granted.
So, having plenty of question marks does not mean that you will stop following Him.
Instead, take the initiative to search more, pray more and ask more. Be more sincere and honest. Then you will receive revelations from the Father.
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